She said

She came quietly and took away the silence She took away the last commitment but not loneliness Our love is not a mistake It is only just a tortured and beautiful show She said it's ok as long as the sustenance stays during the night over and over again Firework will not be perfect without the dark Even the memories incinerate but they're still no end of it She said it doesn't matters but im afraid it will be destroyed day by day Buds cannot be withered without the dark Leaves is following and releasing the stinging taste I no longer afraid of dawn, but I'm afraid of waking up

RIP, my great-grandma

She used to talk to me alot, pass me her wisdom when i was young, taught me alot how to look at the world, talk about God, and said no matter what God will always be with me, and i believe now, not only God is with me, She's with me as well



This is the last time i met her... i was REALLY regret that i didnt visit her yesterday, and guess what... i dream about her yesterday night, but now she's gone



She's always smiling, no matter what, when i see her, she always keep on smiling, she's so beautiful, i've never seen her sad face



Even though she keep on forgetting who am i... (as i always keep on telling her im her eldest great-grandchild)
The moment she saw me.. she keep on smiling, hold my hand and say "who r u? so handsome!" and keep on holding my hand looking at me... but i know deep in her heart, she knows and she always rmb me



anyway, i believe its good for both of them, atleast they dont have to suffer anymore, from pain, from anything, no doubt both of u r beside God now, atleast, from now on, no matter how many times both of u keep on forgetting who i am, now both of u can always look and me and realize... im ur eldest great-grandchild

Fully stressed !!

Still, i need to go on

busy all the time~

hell!! seriously, i need 48 H/day
for what? make more $ ofcoz
My leader is right! The more stress/burden on ur shoulder, the more $ will be in ur wallet

For those ppl who able to own sports car, own a bungalow, it is bcoz they have more stress than u, they do things which is more complicated than u, so dont be JEALOUS!!
bcoz they deserve to have that

so u want it? STOP COMPLAINING AND DO MORE !!!

Im Back !!!

Oh hell, about 462 days since my last post!
Its about 1 year 3 months and 5 days XD

But anyway, i just read my post about "live like dying"
its true, just a blink im 462 days away

Lots and lots of stuff happen, and ofcoz i change alot too (maybe) =P

the only thing i havent change... my goal

for sure, i havent achieve what i wanted YET
but still, i dont give a damn, im still going for it no matter what!

that's y we describe it as a DREAM

我的大名ぷ VJ
我的生日ぷ 6月21号
誰傳給你的ぷ Wawa~
說出五個好朋友ぷ Neon, Alvin, Jeffrey, addy, cherish...anyway still got many
近期開心的是ぷ i'm improved!!
近期壓力大的是ぷ Haven't reach my goal
未來想做什麼ぷ Be a free man~
有沒有喜歡的人ぷ sure got la~
同學會要回去找老師嗎ぷ depands on what teacher...not going to see pn looi... never ever =X
跟誰出去最幸福ぷ` my girl la~
如果你的兩個好友吵架了ぷ Oi~ diam diam la, 吵 lan? -_-
跟情人出去最想去哪ぷ Paris

有沒有起床气ぷ nope~ =X
有幾個兄弟姐妹ぷ 1 bro and 1 sis...biologically
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)ぷ 同手同脚
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)ぷ 用音乐说爱你
喜歡什麼顏色ぷ` white black grey blue
上廁所會不會先沖水ぷ waste water for what -.-
愛不愛我ぷ huh who?
喜歡男生還是女生ぷ for sure girls la -.-
最想大聲說什麼ぷ FUCK YOU!! =X
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所ぷ dare ah~
上廁所會不會脫褲褲ぷ if dont.. how to piss -.-
誰很欠打ぷ keith =X
現在很迷什麼ぷ Heroes of Newerth
睡相很差ぷ i dont know =X
現在的時間ぷ 0909
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人ぷ ok la~ wont la
體重多少ぷ 70 something...fuck i'm fat
今天天氣ぷ night better... colder =X
你懷孕了嗎ぷ hey dude... i'm guy -_-
你若中樂透最想做什么ぷ use to make more money
大學生一定要玩的活動ぷ clubbing =X
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色`你選ぷ blue =D

你最討厭的人（限１個）: Nope~ =P
你有沒有喜欢的人：got la
到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：erm... 3
到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：never XD
到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：one... yes trust me, ONE
現在有另一半吗：yup~
你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样：fuck off plz -_-
你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：She's the same person
你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人：love doesn't have reason。
你和另一半牵手过吗：sure got la
你和另一半抱或亲过吗：y not wor
你跟异性牵手过吗：my girl lo
是谁，你们什么关系：as i mentioned

现在有人在追你吗？：no.. i think so =X
如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: farewell buddy
如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会：It's ur choice
如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: bo bian =X
如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: i wanted to do that for a long time =X
你上课認真吗: sometimes only, most of it i will sleepy
你功課好不好: it will be good if i want =X

你开电脑都在干嘛: surfing, check biz status, blogging, check mail, games
你的即时通有多少个同性: many...lazy count
你的即時通裡有多少個異性: same as above

說到正妹你会想到谁: japan -.-
說到帥哥你会想到谁: hmm...no body =X
說到憨你会想到谁: what 憨 means?
說到痴你会想到谁: stanley khoo... crazy 1
說到暗恋你会想到谁: err... dont know
說到出去玩你会想到谁: many ppl leh
說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: myself =X
說到傻子你会想到谁: kura~
說到笑点低你会想到谁: golden fish aka yew kit
說到愛笑你会想到谁: kimiro!!! =X

你的班导是谁: vannaja -.-
你的座位是第几排第几个: who will remember that wor
你最喜欢的老師是谁: Mr Teh!!
你的英文好吗: not bad
你的体育好吗: hmm...long time didn't play basketball
你的数学好么: yup~
你喜不喜欢你的校长: Chin keat~ go dai la
你的学校好看吗: fail!!
你的班級是: Ex-5AC
你的班級在几楼: 4th floor
填后感: dance~ dance~ dance~~

［被选名单］
neon~~
Elaine~
Keith~~~
Kimiro!!
Don!!

幸 福热气球：第一阶段

1.绰号：VJ

2. 星座：双子座

3.生日：89年6月21日

4.兴趣：Music, pc games, swimming

5.血型：O

6.最宝贵的东西：Every1 around me

7. 最讨厌的东西：ants =X

幸福热气 球：第二阶段

1.有喜欢的人吗：yup~

2. 有交往吗：Yup~

3.幸福吗：ofcoz~! =D

4. 他很爱你吗：yes!!

5.如果你有勇气最想做什么：tell her dad i want to marry her =X

幸福热气 球：第三阶段

1.你被谁点：Wawa~

2.他是你的谁：My spy =X

3.他的个性是：very special...abit sot sot 1, haha~

4.他长得怎样：leng lui~~

5. 跟他认识多久：2 months i guess

6.你想跟他说什么：SPM要加油~!! 还有~ 不要那么讨厌自己啦~

7. 如果他变成你的情人：可能我会不习惯~ 哈哈

幸福热气 球：第四阶段

1.最爱的音乐：As long as it's music =P

2. 最爱的季节：冬天

3.最爱的卡通：hmm...dragon ball? O_o

4. 最爱的颜色：White, black, blue & grey

5.最想去的国家：Japan =X

6. 最爱的水果：mango!!

7.最爱的饮料：fruit juice, or anything fancy

8.最爱的人：My girl, my family, my team and every1 around me

幸福热气 球：第五阶段

1.你很爱哭吗：hmm...i dont often cry out loud

2. 你很爱笑吗：ofcoz~! =D
3.你是很有信心的人吗：yes!
4. 你想要怎样的生活：I can do whatever i want

5.你喜欢自己吗：yes

6. 你喜欢音乐吗：for sure yes!!

7.你喜欢体育吗：yes but i lazy to do so =X

8. 你喜欢跳舞吗：wanna learn, but maybe not now

9.你很专情吗：comfirm yes!!

10. 你喜欢睡觉吗：who dont like to sleep -_-

11.你喜欢唱歌吗：yes

幸福热气 球：第六阶段

开始点名，排名不 分先后！

♥ Elaine

♥ Neon

♥ keith

♥ pher
♥ don

如果 你有三个愿望 ,

Tell me your wish

1---> gao dim my own biz!!

2---> Healthy life for all ppl around me

3---> i want freedom!!