Music, my living tool

Music, it's amazing, a tool that enhance my feeling
No many happy, sad or whatever, it's an enhancement and bring me to a higher lv of my feeling

Recently I jump into a gaming well and i keep swimming inside, i finally climb my ass out of this well after finishing Prototype™
Now i'm standing on the Music field again, BACK TO MUSIC!!

It really helps me alot, on everything, even though sometimes it makes my tear comes out LOL
I'll feel better by expressing my feeling through music, especially high pitching songs, something like 无辜 XD

I believe many ppl know this, but I intended to write this since i wake up this morning, dont know y LOL

Everything happens suddenly

It's been a long time since my last post, i bought a new "game station" (actually it's a new pc)
well i play alot these days, and sometimes, somethings just happen suddenly

First, my result, i never...NEVER expected that kinda of result
Besides, i suddenly become a leader, more burden, but more power XD
I'd started to feel that I'm very different now, the way I meet with ppl, talk with ppl
Sometimes I don't even wanted to talk to ppl, care about them
Now I understand deeper, what is friendship, seriously I don't take friendship so that important

And yet, suddenly, we quarrel, quarrel and quarrel again, I don't know y, I'm frustrated
Is that real? The time bomb is going to explode or what? I'm pissed
So far she still act like the same way, why can't she adjust the way she speak to me, sometimes i feel like I'm a stranger to her, I'm really pissed
Sometimes, when i talk to her, she piss me off, then i started to feel "xi beh sien"
quarrel everytime, dont know how much a month, i don't feel like want to talk to her anymore,
it only get even worse, i'm starting to be like Does, lazy singing style, being lazy..Dontennn no..michiwo, kasa wo wasureteeeee~
I don't know what should I do, end our relationship or what, i have to consider many things

Well, i suddenly know how to play the early part of Psi-Missing in piano, thx to neon for teaching,
And i just found out that my hand is too small -_-
i cant change that but i can do more practice, i'm starting to get myself involve in many things, and yes, suddenly involved

Man, life should run like this way i guess, or whatever, i dont know, sometimes everything just fucked up together

Holyshit, 0534 lol, i'm going out at 0700 for basketball, haven't sleep yet, maybe i should sleep after playing, LOL

HOLY MOTHERFUCKER =X (sorry for bad language)

honestly, HONESTLY, i really dont expect this to happen, every subject i use the day b4 that paper to study, most of the answer, i used my own words to do it
now i can confirm that, my study method is the correct 1, read the main point, the terms
then use my own words to describe, i think that's what they wanted from us

but i still feel kinda lucky this time, but if i put more effort on it, honestly i may get A, i really didn't take good use of my talent, LOL
well, i better go and wash myself up, i just wake up, i haven't take any breakfast yet -_-

yos... *run away*

yos.. *ni ge ro*
i finally finish my year 1 sem 3
well come of u may not understand my title and that phase i mention
it's actually from Gintama episode 50
here it goes









well obviously he's leaving his "nakama" -_-
and he become

YES!!!

yos! I have another IBO now XD
i can see it, even able to imagine it, my group, my team, the number is getting more and more
now i'm going to have a wider span of control, LOL y am i mixing Organizational Behaviour with this XD

some ppl may not but some ppl will notive that i'm evolving into zerglings, LOL no more starcraft plz
whatever, all i know is, i'm a little closer to what i desire, what i wanted... *imagine myself curving bullet*
they r right, no matter how many negative response i receive from other, without them, my team is still growing, even though they didn't join me
and still, i have to find more ppl, and slap them from sleeping in this stupid TAUFU negative environment, i want to give hope to others

GAMBATTERU YO!!














































ps :: TAUFU = totally and ultimately fucked up
god create this XD

DAI KEN DA~!

dai ken da...honto ni dai kenda!!

a re...week 6?!!
do shuru...DO SHURU!!
2 more weeks, another sem again, i'm going to year 2 T_T
i still haven't start my revision, better do it from now on

i hope i wont fail any paper this sem, arg i dont want resit
wish i can pass all, and get higher CGPA
yos.. gambaru kuda sai
or...i should say

TAS KE DE KU DA SAI!!

My Class

I was really bored and da, i took a few pic about my class
and i try to tell their names and i fail to do it all XD