She said

She came quietly and took away the silence She took away the last commitment but not loneliness Our love is not a mistake It is only just a tortured and beautiful show She said it's ok as long as the sustenance stays during the night over and over again Firework will not be perfect without the dark Even the memories incinerate but they're still no end of it She said it doesn't matters but im afraid it will be destroyed day by day Buds cannot be withered without the dark Leaves is following and releasing the stinging taste I no longer afraid of dawn, but I'm afraid of waking up

RIP, my great-grandma

She used to talk to me alot, pass me her wisdom when i was young, taught me alot how to look at the world, talk about God, and said no matter what God will always be with me, and i believe now, not only God is with me, She's with me as well



This is the last time i met her... i was REALLY regret that i didnt visit her yesterday, and guess what... i dream about her yesterday night, but now she's gone



She's always smiling, no matter what, when i see her, she always keep on smiling, she's so beautiful, i've never seen her sad face



Even though she keep on forgetting who am i... (as i always keep on telling her im her eldest great-grandchild)
The moment she saw me.. she keep on smiling, hold my hand and say "who r u? so handsome!" and keep on holding my hand looking at me... but i know deep in her heart, she knows and she always rmb me



anyway, i believe its good for both of them, atleast they dont have to suffer anymore, from pain, from anything, no doubt both of u r beside God now, atleast, from now on, no matter how many times both of u keep on forgetting who i am, now both of u can always look and me and realize... im ur eldest great-grandchild