Different year, Different Me

2009, i've make many different
also, i past it differently, among others

Thx to my Leaders,
Alvin
Ken
Cherish
Addy
Simon

and my Team, and followers
Neon
Jeffrey
Yu Thai
Xuan Yi
Kang Wu
Aries
Vincent
Kock Seng
Jay

And my friends i just met them
Ah Tack
Ah Aun
Voon Jet
Eru
Yan Mei
Stephy
Jeff
Pher
Honda
Peace

This is a meaningful year, for me
Honestly I found out, this is the slowest year for me XD
y? maybe bcoz i've done many things

many decisions has been made
many mistakes has been taken
many lessons has been taught
many first encounter has been broke through
many new friends has been made

ect.

and well, it wont come to an end, we have still another 2010!!

So, I must also have a different year right now

I'll open a BWW center in Teluk Intan, for my dearest followers
and Yes, I'm doing this, FOR U

For everyone

jyane 2009, thx for everything

† Happy Birthday..Jesus †

Wish - Brian Littrell

For just a moment I wish I could have been there
To see your first step, hear your very first word
Tell me did you ever fall and scrape your knee?
Did you know your wounds would one day heal the world?

For just one moment I wish I could have seen you growing
Learnin' the ways of a carpenter's son
Just a little boy gazing at the stars
But you remember creating everyone

If you passed by would I have seen a child or a king?
Would I have known?



I wish I could have been there
My only wish is to see you face to face
Wish I could have been there
Just to see you Jesus face to face



For just a moment I wish I could have been there with you
You left your footprints upon the way
To walk along beside you and never look away
And just your whisper in the wind and to see you all day

To see you feed the people
To feel your healing in your touch



I wish I could have been there
My only wish is to see you face to face
Wish I could have been there
Just to see you Jesus face to face

To hear you pray in the garden alone
laying down your will with each tear
To see you walk that lonely road
Willing to die for me

And in that moment I know I should have been there
You took my cross you gave your life and you live again
And you live again



I wish I could have been there
My only wish is to see you rise again
Wish I could have been there
My only wish to see you Jesus face to face

Someday I'll be there, I'm gonna be there
I'll see your face, your mercy, your grace
Someday, Someday
I'm gonna see you Jesus face to face



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I dont know y, i suddenly have an intention to post this, and it's strange
when i'm doing this post, i feel like crying, and i did
Listening Brian's song, looking at Jesus' face, i cried

I dont know WHY

But i know, JESUS

U ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART

and you keep givin' me joy
you keep givin' me happiness
you keep givin' me hope
you keep givin' me everything i wish
you keep holdin' me up when i'm about to fall
and if even all of that is not enough

YOU KEEP GIVIN' ME LOVE

thx u... Jesus

wee~~

点名♥

1.你的名字：VJ Ryuutsu
2.所謂的血型：O
3.很棒的星座：Gemini
4.要記的生日：21-6
5.男女人妖：Male - -

*日常生活

6.起床的第一件事：look at my phone
7.愛梳頭髮嗎：Nope
8.愛玩電腦吗：ofcoz ~.~
9.會做家事嗎：seldom
10.有養寵物嗎：Yup, Cats

*衛生習慣

11.是否有口臭：If yes, I use mouthspray =X
12.愛洗澡嗎：if my house got bath tub, i may like it
13.有飯後潔牙嗎：nope ~.~
14.看到桌上很亂會收嗎：NEVER
15.有潔癖嗎：what is this?

*飲食方面

16.一天幾餐：2~3
17.愛吃速食：not really, always eat will sien 1
18.早餐如何：random 1, sometimes good meal, sometimes just roti kosong
19.飯後甜點：never
20.宵夜有否：sometimes

*關於愛情

21.有沒有情人：yup
22.跟他/她的發展: just argue ~.~
23.暗戀過幾個人：3
24.現在還有暗戀的人：no more
25.初戀幾歲(暗戀也算)：hohoho~ standard 4

*朋友人緣

26.有很多朋友嗎：yup, i guess
27.佔有慾強嗎：erm...not sure
28.有很討厭的朋友嗎：seriously...no
29.承上題,你想跟他/她說 : told u, no - -
30.親情友情二選一：family first

*最後結束

31.點你的人是：elaine
32.他人如何：funny XD
33.他有做過讓你生氣的事：not yet, who knows? =P
34.填這份問卷很煩嗎：nope
35.換你點別人了，想說甚麼：just answer, so tha


1. Neon
2. Pher
3. Belle Low
4. Choon hong
5. Irene
6. Kyoro
7. Jaycee


*關於他們


1 號是你的: best friend + partner
2 號人好嗎：goddamn funny guy
3 號有怪癖嗎？: err...dont know lol
4 號是男的女的：male
5 號花癡嗎：err, not sure
6 號是怪人嗎：abit =P
7 號很憂鬱嗎：who knows =X



1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的 : elaine
2. 你们认识多久呢 : err, a month i guess
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 : yeah!! very!! some1 who always make me laugh
4. 你与他(她)的关系是 : friend =D
5. 你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : ambition-ed, funny, very nice girl
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是 : joking around with her XD

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了
你会答 : WHAT THE FUXK!!

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了
你会答 : err girl...do u need help?

問 : 去海边玩会使用什么交通工具
答 : BMW vision ~.~

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買
答 : cincai la, dont want triangle enough ~.~

問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : balckberry

问 : 海边对你來说是
答 : if the water is crystal clear, a very nice place to relax

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗??
答 : nope =X

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗?
答 : no XD

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁?
答 : Stephy =X

問 : 有人说该減肥了...
答 : yeah i know

問 : 自恋 適合你吗??
答 : erm...nope

KUSO搞怪篇

你常笑么：yup
你喜欢去那里玩：Meet friends in HeroNet, and play l4d2 with fuxkko XD
去玩时喜欢一个人去么：definitely, no
如是假日你都睡到几点：well it depands, lol
今天天气如何：gloomy, that's good, wont so hot
朋友和情人你回选择：my dear
机会和命运你会选择：opportunity!
你很自恋么: no gua
你有穿过耳洞么：not...yet =X
你交过几个男（女）朋友：1

-完毕-

Been forced to answer this

1.你的名字
VJ Ryuutsu

2.最近最郁闷的事？
Fail to control myself

3.最受不了自己那个缺点？
sometime too serious

4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？
Str8 to the point!!

5.说出点你名的人的3个优点（不可删除题目）
Nice person, very 孝顺, and good sense of humor =P

6.兴趣是？
Singing, swimming & PC Games!! =D

7.你现在最想拥有什么？
Always be together with my dear =P
Financial Freedom, and ask elaine to build and design a room for me to keep all music instrument =X

8.什么时候感觉最开心？
When i reach self-actualization =D

9.恋人/老公/老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什么？
NONE!! I just LOVE HER!!

10.觉得自己的性格是？
hmm...very difficult question
Helpful
Friendly
Like to joke around, almost everything -.-
and
LAZY

11.现在最想做的事？
RUSH TO MY SUCCESS!!

12.接下来最想去的旅行国家或城市？为什么？
Japan!! i wanna see the latest technology and... EAT SUSHI XD

13.你为什么要回答这些问题？
bcoz i got nothing to do

14.你觉得点你的名的这个人是什么样的个性？
i thought i just answer that leh -.-
again...nice person lo, very funny lo XD

15.什么时候觉得孤独？
errr...seriously i never felt that

16.最近一次掉眼泪是？
at moment i just came out from my mum's belly =X

17.请列出喜欢的饮料？
Coke vanila =X
Fruit juice (must peel fresh 1)
milkshake

18.家人还是伴侣重要？
BOTH!! =P

19.春夏秋冬喜欢那个？
winter~

20.你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看？
hmm...nose?

被點名的：--
Neon
Belle
& pher!! =D

Me = No Boundaries lyric

Seconds, Hours, so many days passed
I knew what i want but i really CANT WAIT
Every moment, i feel that i've found my way
I will always hold every chances, never let it go
Always believing myself, I'm doing the right thing
I has an only reason, allowing me to fight and never walk away

THAT'S Y!! I'M STILL MOVING ON!!

with every step i step closer
every breath is bringing me closer to my goal
I will make it through everything include pain
Sun, rain or thunderstorm
I WILL GET THE THING

Never think that the road is going nowhere
Never gave up on my dreams
Every1 is taking my hand and showing me that I CAN DO IT

THERE IS NOTHING OR WHO CAN STOP ME

I will right until the end
Everyday is getting better and better
I clearly know about my future, where it's heading
NO BODY can bring me down
I've crash every barrier and r've run every line
Risked being save, i always knew why i am doing this!

again, THAT'S Y!! I'M STILL MOVING ON!!

I can go higher, i can go deeper
For me there r NO BOUNDARIES
I will crush everything that makes me slow or stop me

THERE ARE NO BOUNDARIES

Day after day

Day after day
i've done much mistakes recently, but , all of them r worth
coz i've learn from it
I always try to be perfect, but now i understand, to be perfect
first i have to make mistakes
but i cannot to be perfect, but atleast, i'm near toward perfect =)

Day after day, it will be like the day after 2moro - -
1 day i'll be dead, just the matter when and how
and i was thinking, when i'm dead, i think i should donate my organs to those who need them
with that, i will be always alive =P

also, i love to have ppl remember me even if i'm dead
i mean my name
in order to do this, also, i need to do something to this world
it's mess, i know

I cannot change the world, but atleast, i change myself and i 'm able to change part of it
and that's me, and ppl around me

The world is a mess, all of them should wake up
thx to Roland for 2012, this movie really WARNED US

Day by day, i still have to continue, enjoy my journey
what journey? my life journey

If u still dont understand, well remember this

LIFE IS A JOURNEY