Morning Rain

The morning, the rain
A lonely boy is waiting the train
Those people who are walking, they're all the same
Going to work, to get some pay

With that thick cloud, we see no ray
Watching the rain from the window, drinking my milkshake
I hope the rain will stop one day
Or maybe there is a way?

Dream

Dream

我的梦不会灭 不管路多斜
就算遇到风火雨水 我要追到中邪
那道墙 我要一直撞到它裂
如果没了Dream 我的人生旅程怎么写？

我不想让我的人生就这样了结
坚持要像烧过的铁
被泼冷水再丢进火烈
不要像脆弱的番茄

别再躲在地下铁 看不到那宽阔的天
昨天的生活今天不要再重演
为了Dream 就要改变

别再被人群忽略 要像公园里的蝴蝶
逃脱那闷热的蛹勇敢得飞翔
有了Dream 才能飞上天

♪ Welcome Home - Brian Littell ♪

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When I left home to be who I am
Some people said no way
But I laid it all down
Gave everything
In my head rang the words
That my father said

You're never far
I will be where you are
And when you come to me
I will open my arms

Welcome home you
I know you by name
How do you do
I shine because of you today

So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just see your face

When i look at you
Holding my heart
I will give to you all that I have
Son I know there'll be times
You'll feel all alone
I will share with you
The words my father said

You are never far
I will be where you are
And when you come to me
You can bet I will open my arms

Welcome home you
I know you by name
How do you do
I shine because of you today

So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just to see your face

See I've been waiting for that day
Just to feel your warm embrace
Your love has shown
That I will never be alone
For you will welcome me home

I'll forever be
For you will say to me

Welcome home you
I know you by name
How do you do
I shine because of you today

So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just to see your face

When I left home to be who I am
Some people said no way

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A very meaningful song for me, when everyone is leaving their home
Every father in this world do the same thing, always welcome their children to come back home

How long since u last see ur father? Me?
Around half month, I last saw him was CNY
Father is the one who has responsibility, lots of burden on their shoulder
They're like angels, protecting us from harm, using his wings as shield

Be nice, too our dearest Dad, Papa, or whatever u call him =)

The world is rotten

Well, this is originally from Death Note, "The world is ROTTEN"
And I'm very agree, our world is totally rotten
War, robbery, raping, children crying, human is the worst creature -_-

I know, i'm a human 2, but i'm not going to save the world or whatever u saw in those drama or anime shows, creating a utopia world?
Sry i dont have that kind of extra-ordinary power -_-
What can we do? all we can do is trying to change black colour into white colour around us
but honestly i like black more than white -_-

Nowadays, human is not a living creature, but a surviving creature
Just like wild animal, rabbit is trying to avoid snake, and snake is trying to avoid eagle
Everyday, live with FEAR
and y do i say so?
This is bcoz of WORKING

If u r only have 1 source to get money, which is WORKING
I'm sure u r surviving, everyday, every week, every year u r doing the same thing, WORK
Did u notice? Everyday u are doing the same thing

Wake up
Wash ur face
Wheat bread + coffee for breakfast
Work
Wack ur boss inside ur mind bcoz u cant do that physically and get home
Wash ur body
Watch TV
www.sex.com -_-
Wipe those dirty things from ur tooth and sleep

Is this what u want? 365 days doing all the same thing?
Man, this is a pain in ur ass, i would die if i do that

And y did i say u live in fear if u r doing these
bcoz, once u stop working, u wont have money to eat, agree?
If u involve urself in an accident, u break ur hand or leg or ur head
go and sleep in the hospital, u cant work
Even worst if u r handicapped
If is y i say u r living in FEAR
Fear that 1 day u become old, or cant work anymore

This is y i said

Gonna be busy

July, hmm, i will quite busy during this month, many things to do during this month

But recently i figure out, what I do now, is not what I wanted for the future
Just like, I want tomatoes but i'm planting potatoes -_-
what the heck~?

I actually dont like to study, i forced myself to do so, many ppl said
"Wa geng la u!" "How u study 1? Teach me!" "Aiyo u can de, i cannot"
For me, everyone is equal, how much effort u put on something, u'll gain something depands on ur effort
No matter how success a person is, the effort he or she put in is erm...how to describe -_-
But what i'm doing now, i really wanna skip it, i tried to ask myself to study, since i've miss many classes (purposely)
My body wont move -_-
instead, i sit in front of my pc and start playing, Prototype, Burnout, Left 4 dead, GTA IV

I need to change a little bit, mentally, and physically


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HAIR -_-